I started my journey for a reason, I am awakening, and I want to be better. I want to live better, and I want to feel better, inside and out. I have been awakening for a few years, and it’s only been this past year that is has hit me harder and faster. There are the whispers that There is more, and the nudges to be a greater version of myself. There are also the nudges to be healthier, and lighter, and the urge to look fear head on, tell it to “F” off, and then go be a badass fifth dimensional Goddess.
The problem with that is, I am a 36-year-old woman who has lost her Woman Hood , sort of speak. My health has been on the decline, and well that doesn’t make me feel like a damn Goddess now does it.
I know us women complain about our menstrual cycles. We curse it’s very existence. I know I did because mine were exhaustively horrid. The week before I started, I would turn into a raging lunatic. I would snap at anyone who crossed my path, I craved sweets, and I usually didn’t, and I went from laughing to crying in a milli-second.
Yes our menstrual cycles are something we love to hate, and we wish we didn’t have, but when we lose it before menopause, it changes everything. I’m lost without mine. Lost meaning I don’t understand what has caused it, and I wanna find out. I hated that damn thing, and now that it’s gone, I’m fighting to get it back.
My awakening has led me here. I’m on a journey to heal my body from whatever has caused it to malfunction. I’ve been to the doctors. They can’t find anything except that I’m anemic, which I hear can cause a stop in flow, and if thats the case my next question is what caused the damn anemia?
Becoming a 5D Goddess is my mission. Our world needs healing, and that healing starts with us. I must heal myself. I must heal my mind, body, and soul.
There is a deeper reason my cycle has stopped. There is a blockage in my energy that I need to dig deep and heal. FLOW has stopped for me, and it’s my job to find it, heal it, and to help others who need this as well.